UGH

It is one of those days. You know the one where you wake up in a good mood, full of promise for the day, only to be knocked down. So many of my days start out this way and unfortunately these days, they all seem to end with the feeling of total defeat. I live everyday of my life with my back against the wall just trying to breathe and make through another day. Sadly only to wake up the next morning and repeat the same process. I'm trying to keep the faith but really, how much does one have to endure. I ask myself everyday, am I on the right path? I'm coming to the conclusion I am not on the right path. Now the question is what is the right path and how do I get there? Any ideas, I am open to suggestions.